Tori Spelling has recently opened up about her feelings amidst her divorce from Dean McDermott as she expressed "I've never felt more alone."

During the conversation debut installment of her podcast, misSPELLING, the Beverly Hills, 90210 shared about the dissolution of her marriage.

"I've never felt more alone," Spelling, 50, said.

She added, "I don’t feel worth loving. That’s the truth. And that’s something that’s just in you, it’s not something I wanted or created. That starts when you’re young. [And changing it], that's not easy to do. ... I don't know if you can."

The episode was recorded after Spelling filed on Friday, March 29, the Scary Movie 2 stard shared, "There’s this weird thing that I didn’t know about before that you have to be careful with your ex. It’s a he-said, she-said, who filed first. I had to file and go through the process and then once it was accepted and publicly posted, then I’m allowed to call and fill in my ex. So I just called Dean.”

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"He’s working and I have to tell him and I’m super nervous because I don’t like confrontation," she explained.

Spelling also discussed that she wanted to file for divorce for "like... 15 years” but she held back because she wanted to "protect" McDermott from hurt, and protect their kids.

Tori Spelling and McDermott tied the knot in a private ceremony in Fiji on May 7, 2006.